Whoa! Nearly two years since I last posted. Clearly I'm as dedicated to this as I am to... what? Getting fit? Finding a decent job?
So, since I last posted, a lot, and at the same time so little, has happened. The days click by and I'm still just lost, wandering in some wilderness, wondering if this is what life is for.
I got a job. But I loathe it and the boss, and the conditions. It's in a warehouse, doing manual labour. It's ridiculously low paid - about a third of the wage and working twice as hard as my former long-term job - filthy, noisy, may as well be outdoors because it's so freakin' cold... I spend a lot of time wanting to cry about how my life has come to this.
And thinking that I totally would not have gotten my degree if I'd known things were going to turn out this way.
Boo hoo.
